So when does your past become your present and your present become your future?!? I've been thinking about this mix of points in time. wondering if its possible to pinpoint the very moment in time when TIME itself changes from something old to something new. When can I begin saying "that was in my past"? is it the moment my today becomes my tomorrow or when my today becomes my yesterday? how does one transition though a space of never-ending time travel... Should I measure time in years, months, days, hours, minutes, seconds, milliseconds?!? Who is to say... Do I constantly always have one foot planted in two reigns of time. two moments of existence. or do i merely exist in nonexisting time. I want to know when I walk from the past to the present and then step into the unknown. Is this event taking place in a sequential time travel..from old to new..to newER. Or can I step from future to past...or past to future all in the same time as stepping for one into the present?!? If I can't figure out thee very moment where people fade into the past or memories that were so clear disappear into thin air....or when new faces and names replace other new faces and names... then how will I ever be able to keep up with where I'm going...where I just came from... or better yet where I'm headed.... sighs Thoughts plague me....time confuses me..... If I could find the very moment we become old from new..or new from old...then I would be able to hold onto that moment in time...stop the change...at least for a brief second....dive into the time spectrum and dance within that happiness of that time. inhale thee memory.. [smile] as i create the mental picture.... control your movement IN and OUT of my life..... ...not saying that i want to [hold on] to something that is already gone..i just want to stop time for a moment to hold onto something i [currently] have in my grasp... ha..but thats like believing in make believe. and I'm way to old for that! | 
